M Y T H I N L A N D
Anonymous asked:
164 cm sw: 75kg cw: ??? gw: on good days 52 kg on bad days 45 kg
Anonymous asked:
klngjasmine answered:
Usually people tell me I “glowed up” and tell me to stop losing weight, that I’m already getting thin and don’t need to keep dieting (like I’m going to listen 😂) but my family and very close best friends suddenly act like they know more about health and nutrition than I do 🙄 they constantly try to get me to admit that I’m not eating enough and I’m starving myself, but I’m really not. I eat 1,000 cal a day, which to me is a lot, and I make sure to get plenty of protein and vitamins. But yeah it’s so annoying being told I should “eat more” like leave me alone. I know what I’m doing. I’ve gotten this far without anyone’s help I definitely don’t need any now.
I hate it when people tell me that I’m already thin enough
You’re just saying that because of how fat I used to be
But I don’t wanna be thin enough, I wanna be undeniably skinny
i want 2 be breathtakingly beautiful the kind of beautiful where people see u once and think about u for the rest of the day
you know it’s really exhausting when you actually love life and have great friends and have different goals (academic, money, travel etc) but at same time you’re so painfully insecure and feel like you won’t succeed in life when you don’t hold up to a certain standard that you set up for yourself
I always feel like I’ll never get a boyfriend when don’t get skinny, I’ll never get my shit together, people won’t like me enough or respect me enough
And that’s so stupid I realize that and yet I can’t help myself
I want to see how many people don’t eat animal friends on this site 🌿🐮
yeah so the guy I kinda liked officially friendzoned me, he literally asked me advice for a date he has tomorrow
same old story
and it really triggered something in me
I guess I’m not as attractive after all 🙃🙃🙃
I try so fucking hard with the diet and all the goddamn make up and clothes and try to behave in a way that people perceive me better but it’s useless
It’s always been like this
Why am I so hideous
I guess I’ll skip a meal today and go to the gym instead 😕
when you’re actually at a point in life where multiple people keep texting you and you usually never had that so you’re endlessly overwhelmed 🤔
Since I am restricting so much, I need to eat very regularly to have enough energy throughout the day and whenever my meal time gets delayed I get super angry, especially at other people when they are responsible for that
Am I the only one? Hahaha
Same lol. I always have to count on dinner with my parents. We used to eat at 5, then it became 5:30, now it’s 6, and it makes me pissed. Dinner is usually my first meal of the day and it’s difficult because my glucose levels get so low.
My biggest problem is actually around noon because that’s when I feel I need the most energy and I always have to eat at least a little bit
And my friends in university don’t realize how stressful it is for me when eating doesn’t go as planned….
it really is unfair how some people are gifted with beauty and I have to go through so much pain to get even a little bit close to that
New year, new beginnings
I will become the best version of myself.
It’s strange to me how people compliment me about my body after I’ve lost 10 kg while I still feel like I look the same as before.
No excuses anymore. I need to lose at least 15 more to actually call myself thin. This is everything I’ve ever wanted.
Lets get started.
